I love my job. I do. But, I feel like I should be doing something else. Possibly somewhere else. There are still things I can accomplish where I'm at but they involve paperwork. Which I hate, which you can tell from this blog. Doing the reading sure, but the reviews? Not so much.
I've been here before. A little under two years ago. But I didn't follow through with myself. Sad, I know. I blame it on my ADHD. Which I should get help for, but I can't remember to do that during working hours...never-ending cycle. Anyway. My dream of owning a bookstore keeps coming back to me. Now that Borders has closed here, only Barnes and Noble's sells new books. We have a few used indie bookstores and one that sells new books but it's actually staffed by Notre Dame University and run by Follett Books, so not really independent IMO.
There are quite a few bookstores within 50 miles of us, two actually specializes in kid's books. So, I will have to visit them over Spring Break. And maybe I can get a part-time job selling books. Maybe that will cure me or be the change I'm looking for or maybe I'm just bored.
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